I had a wild night while playing poker with the pros. It started as an average, slightly down night. I got outdrawn once, whiffed a few flops, The usual. Nothing crushing, down about a buyin. Then, I found a beautiful seat next to a 55/35/4 with $350 in front of him, and a delightful habit of weak-leading whenever he whiffed, and potting when he had a piece.
At least, that's what I thought. So fucking sick...
Full Tilt Poker
$0.50/$1 No Limit Hold'em Ring Game
6 Players
http://www.legopoker.com/hh
MP: $82.75
CO: $382.85
Hero (BTN): $173.05
SB: $104.3
BB: $149.1
UTG: $107.75
Preflop: 2h 2c ($1.5, 6 players)
UTG folds, MP folds, CO raises to $3.50, Hero calls $3.50, SB folds, BB folds
Flop: 2d 7d 8d ($8.5, 2 players)
CO bets $1, Hero raises to $11.50, CO calls $10.50
Turn: 2d 7d 8d [4s] ($31.5, 2 players)
CO checks, Hero bets $26, CO calls $26
River: 2d 7d 8d 4s [6s] ($83.5, 2 players)
CO checks, Hero bets $43, CO raises all in to $341.85, Hero calls all in for $89.05
Uncalled bet of $209.80 returned to CO
Showdown
CO had Ad Jd (a flush, Ace high) and won $344.60
Hero had 2h 2c (three of a kind, Twos)
Final Pot: $344.60 ($3.00 rake)
Now, there's no way I should be betting this river. I can see that now. At the time, I'm thinking he's on a scared overpair w/ a diamond, and I get paid off, plus he's more aggro on the river than on the flop, so he's a big bluffer. The problem is, my hand just isn't worth $130 on the river. Just check it and carry on.
Of course, I didn't.
The tilt came a few moments later on another table....
Full Tilt Poker
$0.50/$1 No Limit Hold'em Ring Game
6 Players
http://www.legopoker.com/hh
Hero (BB): $110.75
UTG: $24
MP: $92
CO: $100
BTN: $99.70
SB: $132.35
Preflop: 6h 8c ($1.5, 6 players)
UTG folds, MP folds, CO calls $1, BTN calls $1, SB folds, Hero checks
Flop: 2c 5s 8s ($3.5, 3 players)
Hero bets $3, CO raises to $12, BTN folds, Hero calls $9
Turn: 2c 5s 8s [3s] ($27.5, 2 players)
Hero checks, CO bets $18, Hero raises all in to $98.75, CO calls all in for $69
Uncalled bet of $11.75 returned to Hero
River: 2c 5s 8s 3s [Jc] ($201.5, 2 players)
No action
Showdown
Hero had 6h 8c (a pair of Eights)
CO had 7s 9s (a flush, Nine high) and won $198.50
Final Pot: $198.50 ($3.00 rake)
I am an idiot.
I make another stupid semibluff into a calling station five minutes later, and I'm stuck about $500, feeling kind of numb. I was doing some laundry, so I went to get clothes out of the dryer, and apparently the cold air smacked some sense into me. An hour and a half later, I logged off stuck just about exactly $50. $450 in ninety minutes.
Here's what that looked like:

A couple of things I thought about, looking over the night.
First is that jesus christ are things thin. 80% of the time, my set is good or the board pairs and I've got the near nuts and take down a good % of the fish's stack, plus have $250-ish and the best seat at the table. After I rebought, I ended up taking down another $50 at the table anyhow. That's easily a $300 swing from one hand.
You can probably toss in another $100 of the $150 I steamed off. But then maybe I don't play for another hour and a half. Maybe I book a $100-$150 win and go read or something.
That's a huge difference in an entire evening, and something I probably haven't fully appreciated until now. Giving away a stack like that isn't just about the $130, but the ripple effect for the next hour or so.
It was also just a stupid play.
I'm also noticing a pattern to my down sessions. I've generally started sessions off being a little bluffier, then switching to a value-betting approach, then once I've got a firm grip on my reads, mixing it up player-by-player.
This seems a backwards. Next few sessions, I'm going to try out playing tight and value-bet early, then mix in some bluffs. The obvious advantage is that I keep my stack intact/grow it enough early to be able to cover a few bluffs. Honestly, I'm not sure what I was thinking, but I'm almost positive it's why I've seen a lot of sessions at $50 and $100 where I would start out down a buy-in or two, then come flying back in the second half to break even, or book a few small wins. Occasionally, I'll hit big early or the bluffs will work, but going tight--->lag seems much more sensible. Honestly, I don't know what the fuck I was thinking.
By the way, $187 is a new high for most money lost on one hand. A few things that could have bought me:
*Paid my cable and cellphone for the month
*At least two dinners+good bottles of wine at Cafe Ba Ba Re Ba
*At least nine books at Borders
*One month closer to paying my car off
But playing a big pot against a guy begging me to take his chips: Priceless.